Are there moments that you wish you could fast forward? Are there moments you wish you did not go through? Are there moments that you are in a state of panic? Are there moments that you feel fear, because you don’t know what the outcome will be?
You may feel so scared that you are in a state of fright, almost paralyzing. I had to go through something I wish no one else goes through. I am talking about waiting for a judgement to be passed down on you. You don’t know how it is going to go. You hope that whoever is deciding something for you will be fair. You know you have no control over the outcome.
There is so much uncertainty. You can only control your thoughts, feelings, attitude, and action. There may be some things that are way beyond your control. You have to let go of having control over every aspect of your life. It is not possible to control every aspect of your life. You can only have faith that the feelings that arise will pass. The situation will pass and that you can move forward. You can control your actions to avoid arresting your entire life.